Ranching
in Nebraska
Lightning
flashes across the summer sky,
thunder
booms a loud reply,
wind
blows the rain sideways in the air,
the
horses nervous, both foal and mare,
raindrops
ice cold sting the face,
horseback
in a thunderstorm,
not
the brightest job, or place,
but
the work don't stop with the rain,
cattle
need moved, regardless of how difficult,
or
crazy insane,
cowboying
during a thunderstorm,
working
in weather just part of the norm,
ranching
in Nebraska.
___________
Detached
Value
now placed on the new and unused,
conversations
carried on in anonymity,
not
face to face,
but
text to text,
or
tweet to tweet,
isolated
and detached,
from
reality,
and
from history,
neither
of which seem valued any longer,
Politicians
ignore precedent,
while
nations ignore common sense,
and
past experience,
Detached
and adrift in the universe,
the
world in which I live.
___________
Tuesday
Life
nothing more than a series of stops and starts,
jumbled
and confused,
as
if pages missing from the book,
or
some dumb ass changed the sequence to screw with me,
difficult
to find my place,
my
own space.
The
moment I do,
the
space claimed by another,
lazy
bastards,
as
I find myself starting over and over again,
until
the process of creation familiar,
like
an old friend,
complaining,
the
voice in my head berates me,
"hey
dip shit,
don't
have the balls to fight for what you create,
the
courage to defend your very own space."
Courage
not the question,
but
more a question of rights,
Am
I allowed to defend my creation,
when
I feel no kinship,
no
ownership at all?
The
process not the product causes my heart to soar,
and
my soul to burn red hot,
that
moment in time I will defend to my last breath,
Thoughts
on a Tuesday.
© Doug Polk